when you say “Yes?”

in response to my stare

how can i tell you

that your eyes hold me

still

in the quiet still compactness of the moment

i taste the air hard upon my tongue reluctant within my chest

and silently wait for you

of you my fingers dream unknown curves untouched knees thighs hips

of you my lips thirst a mythical taste

that wafts upon your breath in my dreams

i dream of your lips and the laughter that dances behind your eyes and of the quiet evening by the fire when we will talk together of how we met long ago

wish that i were the kiss upon your lips to stay as we part and sigh to be the taste of our passion moist and rich born of a moment between us

to dance my hands around your hips and across your back

to draw you toward me so closely that breath is an effort

to drape your mane about my face

to trace your shape with my fingertips

to taste your essence upon my lips

to feel your very soul reverberate within me

somehow i know you would never have even spoken to me in high school

and that makes you scary somehow

i wonder as we talk about when i ripened in your eyes

about when it became okay to be seen with someone like me

holding you closely snuggled tightly together

and

and in that moment i felt hollow.

utterly unseen and unknown.

wearing an echo where i dream my heart to lay.

hearing only my breath and not the words said to me.

i imagine waking beside you eyes half closed hearing you rise and watching your shadow’s shape move across the room.

entwined i taste passion upon your lips and thirst

would that i could consume and savor passion both at once

to utterly know and to linger over the warming nectar that we kindle between us

beneath a sky dappled with stars

i tasted you upon my lips

chocolate could not hope to compare

i find myself wishing

time would slow

so between the beats

i could watch you smile

still tasting your kiss upon my lips

wondering

on the magic i taste when we touch

liquid sunshine lingers upon my lips and is savored

i will not dream of maypoles and mud

though upon her lips lives sun-baked earthen love

just not for me